The last couple of days give me hope. I have been improving in spite of waiting for tests. I am in less pain and able to walk some without the walker. I finally got an appointment for an MRI… on November 1! Wonder how much more I will have improved by then. I am so anxious to get back to normal. Working, cooking, walking… the list goes on.
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Improvement
Posted in Back pain, health care, Musings with tags back pain, healing, HOPE, MRI on October 7, 2013 by madelincwolfOne Month and Counting
Posted in Back pain with tags back pain, coping with pain, ddd, djd, nerve damage, pain on September 29, 2013 by madelincwolfI wish I could say that my back problem is a thing of the past. Such is not the case. Pain is such an all-consuming, life-eroding presence in my life. It is not well controlled. Waiting for approval for an MRI and PT appointment is, literally, agony. Because I am not improving any more, I am worried that irreparable nerve damage is occurring.
I hate being dependent. I hate the way my pain makes me short-tempered and crabby and depressed. I hate that I can’t be in my studio working. Will I have this pain forever? Will I be disabled? Can’t I just grin and bear it making the best of a bad situation? No. Today is crap. Maybe I will feel better about it all tomorrow. One can only hope.